I just wanted to give you a little update on my situation at home.
I've been feeling torn in too many directions and exhausted lately. As you all know I had to start back to work last month. I worked the day shift for the first 5 weeks and I have now been transferred indefinitely to the night shift which I am not happy about. Because we do not have child care, I take care of both the babies all day while my husband is at work and then as soon as he walks through the door I hand them over and I go straight to the hospital where I work from 7pm to 7 am with out any sleep. So I end up being up for about 28 hours at a time. It's no fun. In fact, it makes me so physically exhausted that I have a hard time functioning. There were no day positions open when I applied so I took what I could get and am hoping to be transferred as soon as possible but it leaves little time for me.
Anyway, the point is I have had little to no time for my beloved Bouffe e Bambini. I started this blog for me and only me and it has been one of the best decisions I have ever made. It has made me feel so accomplished and has pushed me to be a better wife, mother and cook. I love it. I adore it. It completes me.
But lately I have noticed that I have been in such a rush to post things that I have gotten sloppy. I don't always correct the spelling or I leave out a cute story to go along with the recipe because I don't have time. I haven't networked since Ginger was born and I have pretty much stopped actively looking for giveaways and sponsors because again, I just don't have time. And.............I ADORE all of your lovely comments. I read and cherish each and every one of them. I used to have more time to reply or visit blogs but sadly lately I have not been able to.
Also, I have seriously been thinking about starting a small catering business but I have no idea how in the word I would ever have time for it if I can't even keep up with the blog right now. I'm just really bummed out. I love being a nurse but right now my heart is at home with my babies. I wish I could just stay home and bake and hold these little angles.
I guess I am sharing this with all of you because you are one of my biggest support groups and I appreciate and love you all so much. Thanks so much for being part of my life and making this journey into the blogosphere a beautiful one. What are your thoughts?
On a lighter note, here are a couple new shots of the babies playing in the back yard together. They enjoy each other more and more everyday:)